Lines

I'm older.

Time keeps passing and my fear, worry, courage, happiness - all of it - is permanently documented on the curves of my face.

I have been through a lot lately. I've been through the kinds of things that cause the "furrowed brow" lines to dig in and fiercely announce their presence.

I'm wearing my Worry for the world to see.

Although I haven't been able to help noticing the cracks in my face, over the past few months I have been preoccupied by a different kind of line entirely.



Most of us think we know what our Non-Negotiables are. The things that we will never compromise. Our moral ideals.

What I have learned is that one can never really know what one will or will not do in any situation. Until push comes to shove.

I have learned many, many things about myself. Some of those things cause me to puff out my chest with pride and others cause me to hang my head in shame.

I actually *will* beg people for money.
I *will not* be a friend to all.
I *will* discriminate against people based on how they look.
I *will not* keep my mouth shut when I notice injustice.
I *will not* just keep my mouth shut; even when I really should.
I *will not* tolerate being talked down to.
I *will* complain about petty things.
I *will not* do kind favors without expecting reciprocation.
I *will* bring the smack-down if you hurt my kids.
I *will not* stop thinking about other people's stupidity.
I *will* say too much.

Is there any possible way for me to put in a request to the Universe that my Life Lessons be done now? Please?